My Kryptonite

And now I'm going to cut myself to sleep,
Make it slow and make it deep,
Make me dream of nights so bright,
This blood, this dream, my kryptonite.
Catch me as my body falls,
Watch and laugh as I crawl.
Watch me faint from weakness so strong,
Watch me catch this sleep so long.
Passing out and dropping fast,
We all knew I couldn't last.
Your confident in me has faded,
So my body now has been traded,
To a place so dark and evil still,
It is the one place that loves to kill.
My kryptonite so strong and right,
I try to hold onto it with all my might,
But it drags me far and drags me low,
Into a place where I can not go.
I look around this satisfying place,
And notice what it is in haste.
It scares me so to know where I am,
To know where I have been cast into this repulsive sham.
How oh how, can you do this to me?
My dear, dear kriptonite has killed me.
I thought I could trust you, dear razor blades,
But everything I do seems to cascade.
F**k it all and every bit,
This time I'll give up and slip.
Fall deeper and deeper into Hell,
I tried to grab on but but instead fell.
Forgive me kryptonite,
For I failed to hold onto the light,
Once again I've let go,
And fallen into my ultimate low.