Forced to Forget

Like a broken toy
You are null in void
Forgotten and abandoned
All memories destroyed

Cobwebs settle around your name
Youve become my fallen star
Repeatedly you picked the scab
To leave this simply distasteful scar

Accidentally crushed your finger
While slamming shut the door
Out of all the things I played with
You were everything I adore

However I didnt use you
Until your skin tore and insides out
Instead, left you in my memories
Sent you a lack of interest drought

But simply this was all a lie
Yes, I lied to you, can we fix it?
Safe and tucked away I am
So sick of all this lying bullsh*t

Distant waves of erotic dreams
Crush your body against my bed
Trap your lies with self infliction
Till your thoughts are drowned with dread

Salvage the rest and leave you there
Hanging by an abused string of life
You scream at me to come your way
But Im too busy with my knife

Once you said you worshiped me
And I smiled inside my mind
But as it is obvious, you lied too
Words so viscous and maligned

So we break each other in two
Yet you are my protection
So how could you simple deny me
Leave me with hate, hurt, and rejection?

the idea of this was a toy box kinda thing and the idea that you get something new and use it for a few days then its not fun anymore...but somewhere along the line i got sidetracked and it kept no theme this is all over the place maybe someday ill rewrite lol