This Is My Sin

I can't go on
Living this lie
You need to know what I feel
I just want to die

I've tried to hold on
For to many years
I've shed so much blood
I've cried all of my tears

Pushing the blade
Deeper into my skin
The blood running down my wrist
This is my sin

The pain lets me know
That I'm still alive
Without the pain
I would be numb on the inside

I don't know whats left
Of me inside
Holding on by a thread
I'm barely alive

With each breath I take
I slip farther away
I'm submerged under the water
Its becoming harder and harder to stay awake

I just want to close my eyes
Drift off to a deep sleep
Hopefully I won't awaken
Right now I'm living in defeat

Pushing the blade
Deeper into my skin
The blood running down my wrist
This is my sin

The pain lets me know
That I'm still alive
Without the pain
I would be numb on the inside.