A heart that still cares...

**Sadly true**
My best friend set me up with this nice hot guy
They were best friends at the time
He was very nice
Called me everyday..Twice!
There was that one day i will not forget
We were on the phone and then he said it
The words came so smooth and so very nice
I love you
Started to melt my heart
I felt my self blush
The first time i heard the word from a guy
To myself i just thought
Wow this relationship has really got me!
He said it over and over and over again
We went to the movies every Friday and Saturday
Took a while at the first date to get comfortable
He text me saying he loved me when we were in the theater
Soon we were just having a conversation with text
The movies kept coming and we so cuddly
Laying down on his chest made me all tingly
We never kissed and that was sad
we had such a strong bond...
We kept breaking up and getting back together
And the "I love you" soon was gone like a feather blowing in the wind
Were still broken up to this day
I think of him dearly at night and day
He talks about his new girlfriend then asks how I'm doing
I say fine..and you?
He says good and then says something stupid that makes me laugh
I still do love him even though i say i hate him
But my best friend you remember?
They aren't friends anymore..because of me
She hates him with all her guts and i would never let me go out with him
I would never have that feeling of laying on his chest
Maybe someday but not right now
I try to move on but i keep comparing my new boyfriends to him
They get annoyed and say "Just get over him! I will be nice. I will be caring. I will. I really will.Don't worry"
I really feel like i will never lay on a guys chest and feel a warm feeling inside of me that last all night...

Because I truly love him but he doesn't love me...