Documentary

The memories repeating over and over
Like a movie stuck on repeat in my mind
It's heart shattering to see these images
Of a girl who has been left behind
I hear her crying loudly
I hear her scream in the middle of night
I can feel into her soul
I know she's giving up the fight
I see her pillows soaked in tears
And the blood drops on the floor
Wishing that she could return
To the happy life she had before
I can feel her heart breaking
As I watch her every mistake
I can feel the weight of the world on her shoulders
It's getting to be more than she can take
She's giving up on everything
She's losing all her friends
She feels so incomplete inside
And that her heart will never mend
I see her huddled in a corner
Crying herself to sleep at night
I look at her and watch her die
IN the documentary of my life