Never comeing back

(i no this is a really long poem but Please read it)

When i came on line you always greeted the day
"its sunny outside its bright tonight every things going to be ok"

Always smiling when you come around and knowing it will all be fine

As we grew older my smile grew harder to trace

I put it on my face to reacher you i was ok
but in reality I'm dieing jess and I'm lost in a far far away place

You said you would always be here for me threw thick and thin and what not

You promised me this when we were pretty young but who knew at that age such a plan could come undone

You left me at the age of 8 causing me too loose all my fate

by the age of 9 i was loosing my mind

loosing all my hopes and dreams hopeing someday you might find me

I cry trying too remember the days i was happy and was never wearing a fake face

then i snap back to reality and look at the door and how the day you left you shut the door and with you was my heart and soul

As i look at the door i then remember your never coming back for me
Not today not tomorrow not ever

(this is for my best friend and sister Jessica i miss you dearly but i guess we all need to learn how too let go) Please vote and comment