Why would u do this to me?I'm your guys'es granddaughter,I've lived here for more then 13 years and most of it I've been hit by both of u,i thought you both loved me i guess i thought wrong.You both try to put words in my head,like i have problems i don't get you both...why do u do this to me and not anyone els that lives here? Why am i the only one who gets hit when u both get mad why grandma and grandpa?I love u both don't you know?But when u hit me i begin to cry knowing u hit me and were mad at me even though i didn't do anything why do i always get hit?Why do you tell me you both hate me and want me out of your life's,it hurts me soo bad i wish you would just love me like real grandparents.When you tell me those things and hit me i feel out of this world like I'm un loved andhated for no reason,sometimes i sit here staring at the blade in my hands wishing to die as i start to slide it across my wrist watching the blood drip down my hand,wanting to die praying to god to take me out of this horrible life I'm in,tears pouring down my face as i watch the blood flow down faster and faster as i think in my head why should i stay in this life i am if all i do is get hit and told I'm not loved by my own grandparents i have to live with.Thinking harder and harder getting really dizzy the room is spinning now i cant see whats going on any more heart beating faster and faster ass i hear someone coming i blackout and hear "omg"!!! My cousin crying as she calls the ambulance,they start rushing me to the hospital as I'm still bleeding, they cant stop the bleeding.We get to the hospital they rush me into the emergency room,30 minuets later they call my grandparents house and announced me dead, as my grandparents are sitting there clueless not even knowing I'm gone, acting like they care."see grandparents i told u to quit hitting me and making me hurt inside feeling like nothing in this world well now see what u get if u even care...
