I will always love you

She looks in the mirror and tells herself do i really belong in this world?
ive been here long enough to experiance every hurt full feeling from love to pian to losing
the one you truly love and had every dream crushed!She takes her hand and puts it on her
chest she feels it beat barly as she starts to fall to her knees crying...she looks up to the sky
and says lord please help me from this pain i feel just let me go let me not be here i dont
care just please take me out of this world i cant feel this pain any more if i cant have what i
want i dont need this please help me please....she drops her head to her knees as she
rocks back and forth saying i cant take this over and over again she holds her thoughts
back as she rocks back and forth crying and crying.Her thoughts are suicidal she gets up
as her mascara runs down her face she runs into the kitchen grabs a pen and writes a
note she folds it and opens a cabnet with a whole bunch of pills she opens them all an
takes every single one twice...she runs back into the kitchen and grabs the biggest knife
she can find and says im sorry lord i cant take it anymore and slices both of her wrist
deep as they start to bleed and bleed she crys in pain she falls to the floor with the note
in her hand with blood on it she crys as she lays there saying i loved you i loved you
please dont forget how much i loved you as her voice fades out and she passes away
her mom finds her laying on the ground with blood every were she calls the cops and
when they get there they read the note and it said " to the love that i have lost
im sorry i had to do this im sorry i couldnt handle this just remember you were
the one i wanted forever i hope u never forget about all the times we had talk to
eachother i will always love you love always and forever amber