I need time to grow so i can see whats right and whats wrong, by you leading me and telling me what to do is just wrong. i know your there and you want to understand but by telling me what to do isn't letting me live my life. I know you want me to succeed and reach my goals, but what if i told you i don't know what that goal is yet. I'm going in a confusing, wrong direction but i like the things what I'm doing and i want you to understand...each day i have hoped, and I'm doing something with my life, i can't be perfect.
I know and I'm trying to do things right, but your not the one in this position at this place and time. I have never explored and been through what i have now, you have!!, why can't i...I don't know what it is i want to be and i do want to be something special but by you keep making me feel worthless and shit-less and not helping me...this is a never ending fight, i need a quick decision and a life with hope...to help me sail on a succeeding boat.
