Reality will never change

These feelings are always the same
These emotions never change
These words contain the same story
And I only have myself to blame

I don't know how it got to be like this
When everything stays the same
You would never believe me
But this used to be pure bliss

My days when I was young and sweet
Have saved their last goodbye
Today the days are darker
And my death soon I will meet

Again it's the same old story
More words of a cutter
Just another person waiting
For the sun to shine their glory

I'm just another person
Another face in the crowd
Praying for a Saviour
But my scars will only worsen

And when reality has its way
It will make you hurt for all its worth
Creating pain with your tears
And making sure that this is how it will forever stay...