PLease......

Why do people ask, why do i want to die?
Why do i want to leave this place, and go live in the sky?
I don't know how to answer, what shall i say?
Why don't i want to live, Why do i not want to stay?
Why do i have the choice, and still go to the knife?
Why do i turn to suicide, to get away from this life?
Its my own life and i cant choose which one?
Please tell me why i wont let myself have fun?
i have to admit, you showed me love,
And made me not want to go above!
I say i love you, but you don't think its true,
Please realize, i just want to be with you!