Addiction

Do you remember me? As I remember you
Do you think of me? As I think of you
Did you know of my hate? Since I hated you
Did you know of my love? Since I loved you

I have tried so hard to break away
But I never could until today
You shaped my life molded me like clay
you broke my spirit I couldnt pray

When I broke away I felt intense pain
I always knew you'd drive me insane
Thick metal bands round my heart were my chain
And so my dark spirit you have slain

I remember well the night we met
I had been so very upset
And so you became my emotional outlet
And I became your reluctant pet

I remember when we sat up late you and I
And all the times I would sit and cry
Wishing so hard to one day die
To bid the world a final good-bye

My friends begged and pleaded with me
They didn't want me to always need you, you see
Soon instead of you and me it became we
Just you and me and no friends plea

Never knew you were so addicting or I would've gone
Never knew this addiction was wrong
Wanted to push you out of my life and say so long
But woke each morning with you at dawn

And so it took a strength of will
To know your love was a poison that would kill
That you were like a dangerous pill
If I didn't know I'd be with you still