Not the same without you

The only way I found
To get rid of my feelings
Only for one moment
Is through sitting somewhere calm
Feel the wind on my skin
And hear nature talking to me

I don't know exactly what it tells me to do
But the only thing that I know is that
All my sadness goes to hide for one second
But it's just for a second, â??cause then I think
About you, how you used to cheer me up

I miss you terribly especially these days.
You just went to Texas and it seems like my world
Turned upside down, everything is going so bad with me
My friendship, my school, my heart

I cannot make it without you by my side
It's not the same; I never thought it would be like that
I knew that it would be very sad but I never knew
That it would be like that every day