Wow, i can't believe it's almost a year
It seemed to go fast but miserable without you here
Last year, i was at my gram's when she answered the phone
She had to sit down because she didn't like the tone
Aunt Stella has been diagnosed with liver cancer
Why did that phone have to ring? why did we have to answer?
A week later, I came home from school because I kept crying
How would you react if a mother figure was dying?
I went to my grams to see if she was OK
The family was there figuring out what to say
Frank told me the news, or he tried
He got choked up explaining how aunt Stella has died
They had to leave right away
They had a long drive back home today
I looked into my gram's eyes
My world crumbles to the flow of her cries
It was so hard for my gram to recover from this
You are something she truly does miss
I remember all of our good times and the ones when you had my side
You would fight with my mother when she had lied
but then again, you aren't in any pain no more
Then again, you're with your family who's left before
And i told you i would die just so you won't feel pain
And I'm slowly dying since you're gone, I'm going insane
the thing that hurts most is walking away from the funeral
Saying goodbye to a mom at the burial
the car door slams and we all pull away
Wishing i was there with you to stay
I love and miss you so much, it's completely true
My gram and i constantly still think, talk and feel you too
So there's one thing that I want you to know
I love you, but tell my gram to say no when god asks her to go...
*R.I.P. Aunt Stella*
I'm so thankful for you because without you, i would've been kicked out to live with my guardian but you knocked sense into my mother :) i miss everything about you but i smile because i remember your voice, i know your an angel, the most beautiful one by far.
