I can only hope

Lights flick on
When I see your smile,
My love for you
Outruns a mile.

It never stops
But it has to start
Sometime soon
Or I'll depart.

I wonder how
I can cope,
When I can't give you
What you want.

You shed your tears
And cry my name,
I wake up
And it goes over again.

I am beginning
To give up entirely,
Because now I can see
How you've felt all this time.

I have finally
Moved on in my life,
That now I can look back
And see what went wrong.

I'm so sorry to cause
The pain I put you through,
I wish I can turn back
And rearrange my actions.

There is only one wish
That I would like you to act,
Be me friend
And don't waste your life,

Because you are beautiful.