My big mistake

I had an abortion
took and killed my baby
that very small portion
it was a very big part of me

now i regret having it done
it was a very big mistake
i was taking my son
and in my heart is this terrible ache

only if i would have let him live
it probaly would have been the best thing for me
all the love he could give
enough it would surelybe

but i decided not have him
and now i cry over this
the biggest regret
and to me and everyone else, it is no big secret

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