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7:22 PM 9/30/2005

In my heart happiness wont finds it's way. A day without a frown i wont ever live.
I cry in deep anger and sadness; my heart is too broken to give.
As the years have come by the sanity in me has just denigrated as my depression grew.
Why did i think my happiness would ever come, when hurting is all i do?
There isn't a day when i just look out my window & pray for a better new,
i await for the night to come so i can peacefully dream the night through.
Pllz God, let this madness for once end,-
the screaming and fighting i cant take, pllz someone lend a helpful hand.-
I want to forever leave, never return, and no longer cry my bitter tears.
Every day i wake up and see my life everyday just a little clear.
I await the day i turn 18 years of age so i can finally leave,
I'll finally be out of my cage and be so happy that I'm free.