Love from Above?

I really don't know whats wrong
I never felt this way for so long
please god please explain
why is there this pain

I don't feel so well
but I have a story to tell
nothing seems to go the right way
it just seems to be every day

What could this pain be
it leaves me so blind not able to see
could this be my normal life
or about that girl who wants to be my wife

Could this be love
is this my one special angle from above
i know with out this pain I am incomplete
there is no other girl that can complete

It seems each day is never the same
i love your sweet lovely name
but god seems to be right
so I will not try to fight