A possessive Urge

by xEmmax   Oct 1, 2005


I couldn't stop it
I was drowning in the urge
my mind was fixed
heart pumping, my adrenaline surged.

I couldn't fight it
unable to think straight
razor, knife, pin, blade
which would be my fate?

I needed to see the blood
feel the relieving pain
i lost control with blinded eyes
cutting again and again.

It cured my racing heart
distracted my troubled mind
took me to a different world
where hurt is hard to find.

I told you i wouldn't do it
that I'd drop the blade i held
but i was suffocated by the urge
I'm so sorry that i failed.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Matters

    Wow... fantastic. All of your poems are just... amazing. Great job on them all, I'm utterly stunned. Thanks you for the comments, well appreciated. You are a fanastic poet. And in my favorites. Full points on this.

    _____________________________Matt_________________

  • 18 years ago

    by Jo

    Wow! that was great..it's kinda like one i've got, so that's kinda kew i guess. Take care tho!

  • 18 years ago

    by xEmmax

    Luv u xx

  • 18 years ago

    by my_little_secret

    Emma u havent failed anyone, u cant just stop it like that, we r so proud of u just cos u hav managed to stand up to it. Dont ever think u have failed, cosu havent xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Stabbylou

    DITTO TO WHAT THAT STACEY CHICK JUST SAID XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX OK I'M DONE I COMMENTED HYSTERICALLY ON EVERY ONE OF YOUR POEMS :D:D:D:D:D

    love from stabby xxx

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