All My Fault

by mary   Nov 30, 2003


We were practically sisters
Nothing could tear us apart
We were best friends
Some even said we shared the same heart
We were together everyday
We loved each other more than words can say
I guess you could say I was the wild one
I tried to corrupt you
But your instincts were too good to have “bad” fun
I pressured you to drink one night
I said it was fun
I was sure everything would be alright
You ended having too much to drink
So I drove home
Barely being able to see
I try to forget that night which was months ago
I scream and cry
As I lay flowers on your tombstone
It was all my fault you had to die
I was stupid and pressured you
And ended your life
Why couldn’t I die?
You were the one that never did wrong
I was the one that snuck out every night
And now I’m left with this guilt
If I had one more chance I’d change it all around
I would make it so, I was the one that got hit
I would change giving you that drink
I go insane just thinking about it
You didn’t deserve to die
Now all I can do is cry
And ask God why he couldn’t take MY life
I just want you to come back
I’m absolutely nothing without your love
You the missing part of me that I lack
Ill never see you again
And it’s all my fault
I have to live with this until the day I die
That I ended my best friends life

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