My Reflection

I see this man starring at me he has dark circles under his eyes who is this man he cant be me I know me and he is not me it couldn't be me no way no how but yet he is me how did I let myself get like this I don't remember it happening but yet I see the reflection in the mirror and it is my own but its a very very tired and older me when did this happen

My face shows the years of worry and pain it reads like a road map with its defined lines and creases. what could I have done different to maybe erase these scars of life from showing so strongly on this face of mine.

If i was allowed to go back into time what would I need to change to allow me walk the path of happiness where did it all go so wrong I search my memories for answers and find none I cannot pinpoint the exact time in life where choosing differently would have made a greater difference on who I see looking back at me in this mirror.