Suffering in the truth

by xEmmax   Oct 3, 2005


I dance, and laugh, and put on my act
the only one people will see,
For I'm hiding a disturbing secret inside
the truth they don't know about me.

I put on my make-up, dress, and shoes,
adding the bracelets and smile,
i wonder how long i can live like this,
i may only hold on for a while.

What if they ask why i live in long sleeves,
say they find out that I'm weak?
what if they notice the cuts and scars
with no explanation for me to speak.

Who would be friends with the mental case,
who would hold on to her tight?
What would they say if they knew the truth,
of the hurt she suffered each night.

Rumor would fly with blackened wings,
spreading the tale of ill health
everyone whispers, my secret is out,
I'm the girl who killed herself.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Jo

    My jaw dropped when i got dun readin' this one cuz it was so good! lol..."Who would be friends with the mental case,
    who would hold on to her tight?
    What would they say if they knew the truth,
    of the hurt she suffered each night."-Oh, and just to let u know, if i was ur friend n i knew "the truth" about u or w/e, i would still be ur friend n i would do n-e-thang i could possibly do to help you get through it alright if that was the case..but that's just me. take care tho! xoxo

  • 18 years ago

    by xEmmax

    Thanku so much, your comments mean a lot xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by lee

    That was sad, but a good poem. and sometimes it is really hard to hide that your not okay. (I would know) but yea. awesome poem. 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by Jesslyn

    AWESOME-LOVED IT-VERYDEEP-YOU CAN ALWAYS STOP IT-5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by BECCA lessTHANthree

    Great way of expressing yurself(not the cutting) i mean the way you wrote your feelings in the poem lol.. i love it.. dont ever stop writing

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