Are we really friends?

I don\\\'t get it,
You tell me to stop it all,
At the same time you\\\'re going through the same *siht,*
I can see it, you\\\'ve started to fall.

It\\\'s blaintantly clear,
You don\\\'t need me anymore,
Without me near,
It\\\'s much easier to walk out that door.

All you do is go off and ignore me,
What\\\'s the point in being friends?
I\\\'m falling apart and you can\\\'t see,
Sooner or later our friendship\\\'s going to end.

\\\"She doesn\\\'t know I love her\\\"
You keep telling me,
Well i don\\\'t know if you love me, so is it really over?
I\\\'m just too blind to see.

We never talk properly,
Because you know the truth,
You don\\\'t know what\\\'s inside of me,
When you know it will all be new.

So grow up and see,
How it feels to be me- to cut, to want to die every waking hour,
You just always let me be,
Let me be a tiny little coward.

You don\\\'t care about me one bit,
You don\\\'t want me there beside you,
Because you know the pieces of our puzzle won\\\'t fit,
Nothing can change that- no matter what you do.