Deep Within

I feel so alone in this world
My mind just spins and twirls
By everyday news good or bad
The inner of me is raving mad

For the state I'm always in
I can't help but not to grin
For the things that hurt me deep within
I can't not help but to sin

For the trouble that i cause
I can't help but I have my flaws
Like telling others how I truly feel
I'm sorry to say I used to steal

That the feeling of being depressed
I can't help but not get enough rest
For I get tired every hour of the day
No wonder my days feel so gray

I try to ask the question why
Why sometimes i have to be so shy
why does this happen to me
Is it because it just has to be

or is it because I'm trying too hard
because I don't have the lucky card
For all my days are running thin
So I look up and try to see the light within

But I still wonder why I feel so alone
Is it because I'm soar and down to the bone
For every happiness I grave
Is it because I don't behave