Frozen Heart Carved From Ice

I run along the moonlight path
Through the dark trees
I've lost all sense of direction
No breath passes my dry lips
My lungs ripped open worked raw
But I do not feel it
It does not hurt
Trust me
You need not worry about my condition
I'll get better
...someday...
I almost fall into a hole but I manage to miss this one
My foot almost collides with a painful memory of the past
But I jump over it
I'm getting better at playing this game
I suppose that in the end
My fairytale will sparkle
But not right now
I pick up broken glass shards
Growing from the sides of the path
I start to slit open my wrists
But I do not feel it
It does not hurt
Trust me
Yes, there is a reason behind this
But I shall not share it with you now
I am still running
And I don't plan to stop
Not until I run away from everything
And escape this ice cold heart
I see it in the distance
It's mocking my every movement
My mind is in turmoil
But I do not feel it
It does not hurt
Trust me
I've become so numb
So content with this sadness
I agree with you
I should stop running
But I can't
The ground is on fire, I know
It catches my feet on thick flames
It climbs up my legs
Into my chest
And into my heart
I stop in my jogging
This hurts
I feel it
Trust me
But now you have left
I cannot be saved
What is this?
I want to know
Why does it hurt so much?
Love?
No, I discard this one
I am not in love
This is just a mistake
I lay down on the burning ground
And curl up into a ball
My heart is searing with heat
Make it stop
Rip out my heart
My soul
My destiny
This hurts
I feel it
Trust me
My blood surrounds me
But it does not cease my mind blowing pain
The edges of my thoughts turn black
And it blossoms
Until I can only see out of a tiny peephole
Looking at the waste land before me
And then it gets sucked in
And my journey is over