I'm counting my steps as they fade away into the emptiness.
I'm counting my breaths as i start suffocating in my head.
I count my days as if tomorrow is not another day.
I count down the hours as my time ticks away.
I sit, wait patiently
I see, count the time comely
I swallow, choke, and just ignore the pain.
I hurt, suffer, but fake the smiles away.
Its getting close
I'm starting to feel the emptiness
I try to suck it up but the truth is i simply just don't give a f**k .
Just take me away
please get rid of this pain
No one needs me anyways
Just remove me to a place far away
Please leave me in the rain
Somewhere faraway
I'm getting cold
shrinking, shaking, hiding from the world, holding myself close.
I crawl up in a little ball to try to keep myself warm,
but this is to much for me to take
I can't handle all this pain
I grab my knife
Hold it strong and point it straight into my chest,
but i have no strength to end this phase.
Then again i hold the knife stronger and point it straight and shove into my throat.
I fade away and no one See's my pain
I Kill the pain and no one cares anyways
I put the nightmare to rest to never awake again
Closed eyes, Closed Doors, Closed soul.
No more fake, No more pretend. Just me and him left out to fade away somewhere faraway with the castaways.
Just take me away
please get rid of this pain
No one needs me anyways
Just remove me to a place far away
Please leave me in the rain
Somewhere faraway
