I dont know how to handle it

I really dont understand
you say we have a connection
but than you back away
its like all i am is part of ur collection

than i hear all i am is a hook up
and you feel nothing for me
and i dont know weither to cry or be angry

i trusted you
and i gave away all of my heart
just so you can toy with it
and than tear it apart

When i think im almost over you
you reel me back in
but than when it comes to telling people
you act like, likeing me is a sin

im tired of being jerked around
and played like an idiot
and i know that this is something special we have found

but when you realize this
it will be to late
every growing minute
all i have for you is hate

i dont know how to handle
all i feel for you
i just wish you would tell me
what you decide to do

do i can just move on??

***PLEASE COMMENT AND I WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU***