Not Ready

I've fallen harder than I have before
I don't want to lose you like I did before.
The things that have gone through my mind,
Drive me crazy every night.
Why can't you love me the way I love you?
Things are changing all around us.
You can change to,
Just do it for you.
You're future job, family and friends...
That all depends on now.
I am scared for you and your life,
I'm not ready to say goodbye.