Pain

Why am I here?
God please help me
I need you to be near

I feel so much pain
Im slowly going insane
What should I do
Im so confused

This stuff Ive been through before
But its never been this bad
The cuts never been this deep
Ive never felt so sad

Slowly I am dieing
I just gave up
I dont need help
I will be with you soon

I here my mommy cry
But mommy I wanted to die
HOney, I love you so much
And now my heart is crushed

Im sorry please forgive me
Theres now nothing I can do
My life will soon be through
I will still love you

You have my sister
Take good care of her
And tell her my best wishes
For I will not be there

Tell my baby
I did truly love him
Tell him that its ok
Dont worry I am safe

Now I must say goodbye
My time has come to go
Please baby dont cry