Selfish Me

At school I smile to hide my inner self
I'm really sad and lonely
But they will never tell
I sit at home and dream
Dream of how I will die
Then I start to cry
Because reality comes back
When I get to heaven
I will never be forgiven
My parents will be stuck
They won't know what to do
They'll sit and cry
Because their love for me was true
I was too selfish to think of them
So I took a knife and
put my life to an end
I will rest in shame
Because their lives will never be the same