I am overcome with so many fears
drowned by my river flowing with my tears
when i am here, i feel so alone
none of my true feelings are openly shown
i'm not allowed to do what's normal for me
never allowed to be who i wanna be
i wanna hold my mom and never let her go
i wanna tell her that i love her, but she should already know
i wanna tell dean that he can be my dad
i wanna be good, but i just get so god dam mad
