Lost Infatuation

At first I thought I was infatuated
Then you had kept me isolated
Now everyday I am left feeling degraded
Because the way I felt about you was over rated

The power you had over me I underestimated
From the start of our relationship it should have been terminated
How I would always long for you when we were separated
Fights turned violent and had to be constantly be mediated

Since meeting you I felt like my life was under attack
Now that you are gone there is no turning back
There will always be emptiness in my heart that is black
I feel like my life is finally getting on track