Behind Smiling Eyes

Behind smiling eyes a growing hidden hate
Lies building faster than you can fabricate
Ignoring what would become the ultimate cost
Delayed realization of the true friendship lost

Obsessively jealous of my social swagger
Stone cold stare of a sharp piercing dagger
Attempted unskilled deception behind my back
Unsuccessfully plotted a truly vicious attack

Shattering the reality I had known to be true
Clearly learning your friendship holds no value
Efforts restoring our bond would all be in vain
Without respect no relationship will ever sustain

Dishonest actions caused a thunderous rain
Easily visible was my salty tear streaked pain
Overwhelming resentment empowered by disgust
Ruthless betrayal rewarded for my innocent trust

No cover of darkness at the dawn of sunlight
Unexpected discovery, cruel secrets provide insight
Surface loyalty disintegrated with alarming speed
Streaming through your veins a thick pulsing greed

Foolishly committed to the relationship we built
Broken heart remains free from any burden of guilt
Ignorantly assuming things could be like before
Unfortunately you no longer exist to me anymore