Silence

I sit here all alone in pain
My silence, its making me go insane.
I sit here so weak
Even before school I came.

I don't know what's wring with me
For I am drained of all energy
I feel so light, yet so heavy.

I don't know why I feel the way I do
So drowsy
With my head pounding
My hands shaking.

I'm sick and tired
Of my sudden moods
And everything I've ever said.

I hate how I get so quiet
Having nothing ever to say
Shutting my mouth
Because I have so many doubts.

I don't know why
I never want to talk
Everyday that goes by

I want to fade away
Instead of living
Each day by day.