Adam\'s gone

The days have never been so long,
In my hole entire life.
The hours go by and the minutes last
I look back now and only two days have passed.

My slits are there
All skin and bare
The pain I feel
Is all for you
Because of how I loose it at you.

People like me
Who are so caught up
This is how selfish I can be
It's people like me, people should not see.

You have to know what a strong person you are
And how your going to get so far
You just have to believe
And not make that decsison to leave.

Without you I can't live
I have never cried that much as I did Saturday night
For the fear I had that Adam Leeds
Would take his life.

I have never felt so much desperation
To save someone's life
Crying my eyes out,
This one saturday night.