Here and Now

Right now
This moment here
I feel so sick
I feel so flat

My soul has been sucked out of me
My voice has ben drowned for all eterninity
My head is pounding
My heart is beating ever so slowly

I feel so strange
Out of place
I'm not sad
Yet not quite happy.

I can't put into words
The way I'm feeling right now
I want to sleep
and never wake up
That way, my life can never be that deep.