Take the pain away

Im drunk again
my pain is still here
why did you do this to me
cant you see Im dying
while Im lying next to you

you scream at me
I take it all to see
how it will turn out
is it the thrill of the fight
or just that I might
not make it out this time, this time, this time.
This time you started to
start something that cant be won
start something really dumb
a pointless task for you to mask
what youve become I can tell
when I see your face, your eyes
cant lie to me, but here I am

Im drunk again
my pain hasnt left yet
you did this to me
cant you see Im dying (cant you see)
while Im lying right next to you!

So I grab this knife
to forget the pain
forget the life
I had with you

so I grab this glass
and take another shot
to hide, to mask
my pain from what we lost

No apologies.. Never though I would be so easily deceived, but please
Take The Pain Away!

So Im drunk again
my pain is seeping through
my heart is gone
you still think Im alone
but Im not
*This is a song too!*