Everything!

Everything Im about to tell
Is very difficult for me to say
And if I could Id change
Everything without a thought of a day!

We cant go on any longer being friends
Not how we are now its starting to peal
I liked it better when we never talked
And you actually showed what you feel

I cant take it any more
Youre totally shutting me out
Its killing me deep inside
And Ive never before felt this feeling of doubt

I feel like crap all the time
I cant help but look your way
And see you fake a smile!
One day if you keep it fake Ill have to pay

You know it hurts to see you like this
Its how I used to be until you showed me
How much you really cared
I wish I could do the same but people tell me to let you be

I love you I really do
And seeing you like this
Is killing me I hate it
Its really just taking the p i s s

Please if not for any one
Do this for me
Try to be happy with who you are
Then Ill do what others say and let you be