She told herself she could go on with the fake smiles...
but she realized...
she's breaking up...
she prayed to be heard...
she realized she can trust no one anymore...
there's no one to share her inner thoughts...
no one to tame n enlighten her inner brat...
she losing her grip on herself...
she no longer know who she is anymore...
she got too used of wearing mask wherever she go...
she cannot take it down anywhere...
she found no place which can tolerate her true self...
