All the things i want you to see

Why cant you see
all this has me in chains
never feeling like im free
accept from when it rains

would you understand
the things that go on in my head?
or would you be freaked out
that i often wish i was dead?

yeah i seem like im happy
but that just isnt true
imside im dying
and its invisable to you

crying in my room
watching the blood flow
this world has nothing for me
i just want to go

waking up in the morning
is just soo much pain to take
cause i know that i have to be \'\'me\'\'
...englands biggest fake

laughing joking all day long
just isnt the real me
cause all the laughs arnt true
..happy is something ill never be