To Need Someone

by Eibutsina   Oct 14, 2005


Have you ever needed someone so much it hurt?
Felt a pain so infinitive it stopped your breath
Where your heart is massed with a heavy force
Feeling as though it will jump out of you chest?
Throbbing ever so silently, yet violently.
Did you ever want to speak of this infliction?
To discover your mind unable to muster the words
Just the mere thought of appearing so vulnerable
Leaves you speechless and in shame.
Then solitude closely followed by isolation
Too much time alone with ones thoughts
Of tangled messes somewhat plenty.
So much doubt clouded by uncertainty
Whys and what ifs and...could ifs?
Till you swallow your pride and accept what is reality
That you're lonesome and considerably depressed
It's the end of the beginning once again
Needing someone so much that it hurts.

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  • 18 years ago

    by ~â‚£ading |nspiration~

    Yeah...I do...but now I realize I don't need a jerk to be with me...very good hun...

  • 18 years ago

    by Chelsey

    Weirdy, this poem remings me of you...I have felt that way before we met a year ago...Realization was hitting me and I relized, I have no where to turn..No sisters, one girl cousin I see once every holiday or family get together, a best friend but my age so wouldn't be able to give me proper advice...and I was hurting, I cried every night (still do) but because of the reason I was hurting and wanting someone to talk to..Then I met you...thats why I call you Sunshine because when I was hurting with family problems and friend problems you came..my hurt was gone..I loved this poem Eirisa, poems that ask questions have always been a favorite of mine because they make the reader think.....you still got your touch girl, never leaving a sista down! :P
    Love you so much Sunshine,
    ~Chelsey~

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