As days go by, I've realized so many things I've been going through
it hurts to know that more of what they do to me, i can't go on living like this
i can't depend on those who would immediately hurt me intentionally
it bothers me that i have to deal with it every single day
i can't imagine myself being with friends and families
I'm simply fading away by those who would constantly try to bring me down
they don't see me serious, they see me as a joke
it gets me mad that i can't do nothing about it
i try to get it out of my chest, but its not letting me do that
I'm holding on so much, i can't let go
i know I'm scared and that's what makes things worse
i want to do the right thing and say what i feel
but i don't know if what i feel is real
i don't know if it's worth telling
I'm confused and tired of many who did me wrong
I just want to be alone, safe and gone
i don't want to feel hurt, i just want to be strong
on the outside, i smile, but in the inside, i cry.
