In my sleep I cry,
I remember all the things.
When I used to be happy,
and what makes me sad.
I do not remember much,
But Im glad of what I have.
Although my life is difficult,
its that which makes us strong.
I try with everything held dear,
For I may not live for long.
I do not know, when my time is up,
It shouldnt matter though--
I live to dance in the freezing rain,
and stand in gathering snow.
I love the little things in life,
I hold them close to my heart.
They are the things Ive learned to trust,
For big things tear me apart.
I do not lend my feelings,
I do not shed my tears.
I hold in most of my thoughts,
and hide among my fears.
I feel no one understands me,
although there are a few.
And to all of you I say tonight,
Dont give up, stay strong like I try to do.
I may not be perfect,
I know I am far from.
I hope you all have find some love,
For all of those who have none.
I know what its like,
to dread the morning light.
To wake up again,
to your painful life.
But staying strong,
is the key,
Dont let the things, drag you down
Or youll regret it; listen to me.
I know what I am saying,
To all of you tonight,
As I lie here dying,
and flashing before me; is my life.
I had little to live for,
but what there was, was me.
I had everything I needed,
But now Ill be a memory.
Ill be the one, who took her life,
because she was not strong.
I know my friends and loved ones,
can make through along.
You all are out there reading,
think of your lives,
wondering what makes me say the things I say,
I do not want your pity,
or your sypmathy tonight,
I just want you all to try.
To make it through your lives.....
