I cut the flesh so deep it bleeds

I cut the flesh so deep it bleeds
And sends me to my grave
And now I can finally shed my tears
For once Im not afraid.

The time is near for me to go
This isisnt how I planned to die
And in the note beside my bed
I sadly bid goodbye.

But please do not miss me too much
You know I love you, my friend
And it shall not be long until
I see you once again.

As the sun sets in the sky
It also sets in my heart
My time is running out like the day
Also like my past.

I wanted to be close with him
I wanted to be together
I wanted our relationship
To last for forever.

And forever is a very long time
It shall never end
All I want you to know is this:
Youll always be my friend.

A tear falls from my eye
I feel a sense of pain
It overwhelms me with its grip
Ill never live again.

So goodbye mummy daddy brother
Doggy and my best friend too
Im begging you-dont forget me
I give my love to you.

And then it is the end
Im happier than Ill ever be
I can no longer breathe or be seen
Im now but a distant memory.