How should i live? I don't know how to answer
It's kind of unpredictable...kind of like cancer
I don't want to live how my mother lives
I don't want to hate my own kids
I don't want to put people down
I don't want to be not wanted around
For my father...i don't want to live like him either
I don't want to marry someone i hate neither
I don't want to walk out on the family
I don't want to be so blind that i can't see
The rest of my family...no, i don't want to
they do what everyone tells them to do
They can't think for themselves
They clear off all their memories off the shelves
My sister, i love her but i can't do live like her
She goes to fast, her life is a blur
She falls in love with anything
She makes a big deal out of everything
I don't know who to look up to
I don't believe in myself, its true
She goes to fast, her life is a blur
I just do not know
*I don't know why i wrote this, i kind of was in a mellow mood. Just so confusing*
