Suicidal Friend

How do you say goodbye,
When you've only said hello?
When the one you love is gone,
Your emotions get so low.

The pain of the world,
Bearing down on your back.
Is nothing to the pain,
Inside your heart so black.

Words of sympathy
Are never good enough
When your road is long,
And your road is getting tough.

Loss is always hard,
When no one understands,
It ruins your surprises,
It messes up your plans.

Smiles turn to frowns,
Frowns that lead to tears,
Tears that cause depression,
Made worse by lonely fears.

Suicidal thoughts
That are threatening to rise,
The truth still remains,
You can stop your own demise.

Never seeing what is good,
Exaggerating the bad,
Leaving back your happy,
Harvesting the sad.

Living all alone,
Angry at this world so fake,
If this is how you choose to live,
Then this is your mistake to make...

I can no longer deal with
All your talk about the end.
I can no longer deal with you,
My suicidal friend...