Well....?

I thought I'd write a poem,
to tell you about me.
To tell you about my life,
to tell you what i see.

But then i suddenly realized,
who really gives a crap?
We've all had it pretty bad,
expressing my emotion..thats a dirty trap.

Because nothing really helps the pain,
I've waited for your healing.
I've screamed in, screamed out,
but nothing stops the feeling.

You probably don't understand,
the way my mind is reeling.
So i really wont even bother,
Words wont stop the bleeding.

**this probably seems really....well...u might understand. please comment**