In memory of you alicia( love always)

I remember our first day at school together
you never left my side, and i remember no matter how much you were hurting, you never ever cried.

all the pain you went through, it was so wrong you didn't deserve it but you were still so strong.
each day wore on you, it got harder every day.
you used to say it doesn't matter, come what will, come what may.
i can take it , don't worry,
and you were so patient with everything in life, never in a hurry.
We used to play all the time , throwing slumber parties playing dares,
we dared you to streak once, you did it without hesitation, you said who cares!
I admired you , everything you said, i still miss you now, you were so young
to go a 11 , such a shame, but at least i know where you are now, at least you're in heaven.

we were like two peas in a pod your mum always used to say.
i remember when you passed away, i said i wish you would stay.
You told me you'd fought as long as you could, and it was your time to go,
still to this day, how you were so wise at such a young age I'll never know
you helped me understand it, you helped me let go of the fear, you didn't even cry then
on your death bed still not one single tear, you didn't fear dying, even tho all those around you were crying
your long blond locks of hair was gone, not one single hair left, none.
your eyes always said it all, you were always happy, the smile on your face was always there
how could anybody not love you, not care? so i write this in memory of you, my friend i hold so dear
and ill take it to my grave myself ill remember to die with no fear, to be strong like you
nobody could ever forget to be as brave as you.
best friends forever, i wont forget you , nobody can not ever.