So tired

I'm so tired of it never ending,
So tired of them never being there.
But i guess it doesn't matter,
when they are they never care.

I'm sick of closing my eyes tight,
sick of saying a little prayer.
sick of looking in their hearts
and wishing i was there.

I'm tired of my brother,
being gone all day long.
Tired of him thinking that no one cares,
when its me that sings his song.

I'm sick of my mother,
working trying to get even more slim.
Sick of her making me leave,
just to suit her whim.

I'm tired of my tears,
tired of crying every night.
I'm tired of my fears,
I really don't wanna fight.

I don't wanna choose between life and death,
if i had to I'd rather die.
because love is nice but hurts so much,
and the prices is just to high.

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