I sit as i think of what a family is...
Is a family where dad beats you
mother sits back watches it all
No one to turn to but a razor, tears, pills as you say why am i here, voices in your head say death is the answer
You leave home hoping things will get better, go away
but still it stays in your head that your unloved, every night you cut for new pain to take over
They tell you they love you(bull shit) you say as you run get away from it all but it won't go away
the hurt the pain stays
You find someone that loves you lots, it's not a joke, you sit in there arms, say to yourself you feel better but deep down you don't it just won't go away
You don't know how to tell your partner how you feel as you think he will think his love should make it all better
that he won't understand
You really do love him, he's the big piece holding your heart together
you really want to share how you feel but you ask yourself
WILL HE UNDERSTAND
WILL HE, WILL HE
